Saturday, October 05, 2002

10.05.02 - 10.06.02: To Do List
Cut hair
Re-dye hair (purple-ish-red-ish-dark-ish)
Pump out College Essay (Common App)
Catch up in school
Finish prisons neg
Find items on List of Items To Find This Weekend (all!)


List - Items To Find This Weekend
Lexis password(s) (functional!!!)
Someone to snog (cute/sensitive/intelligent/awesome)
Work ethic

Wednesday, October 02, 2002

10.05.02 - 10.06.02: To Do List
Cut hair
Re-dye hair (red)
Pump out College Essay (Common App)
Catch up in school
Find items on List of Items To Find This Weekend (all!)


List - Items To Find This Weekend
Lexis password(s) (functional!!!)
Someone to snog (cute/sensitive/intelligent/awesome)
Work ethic


what i'd like to do this weekend...aside from the To Do List, that is...finish prisons neg, and sleep. LOTS of sleep.

Monday, September 30, 2002

From bridget jones - the edge of reason, by Helen Fielding.


This--just to pluck an example out of the air--is what I feel at this precise moment.

1. Lonely, tired, frightened, sad, confused, and extremely sexually frustrated.
2. Ugly, as hair sticking up in imaginative peaks and shapes and face all puffy from tiredness.
3. Confused and sad as no idea if Mark still likes me or not and scared to ask.
4. V. lovingful of Mark.
5. Tired of going to bed on my own and trying to deal with everything on own.
6. Alarmed by horrifying thought that have not had sex for fifteen million, one hundred and twenty thousand seconds.

So. To sum up what I really am is a lonely, ugly, sad act gaggin for sex. Mmmm: attractive, inviting. Oh, I don't bloody well know what to do.


some of it doesn't apply (e.g. am not gagging for sex, and am not ex-significant other of fictional mark darcy/colin firth). but i found the passage amusing and more or less relevant to life at the moment.

On the other side of things, one of the songs that i've rather liked lately is "Bitch".